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♫ Your beautiful eyes ♫
♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫
♫ They make me want to protect you ♫
♫ I don't want you to get hurt again ♫
♫ The tears stop on the corners of your eyes ♫
♫ You lift up your head, not letting them fall ♫
♫ Don't act too tough when you're tired ♫
♫ My shoulder will be there for you to lean on ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There are no other reasons ♫
♫ My mind only spins for you ♫
♫ Don't look away anymore ♫
♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫
♫ I've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
[Beautiful Secret]
[Episode 06]
Mom, I'm home!
You're back? Have you eaten?
Not yet.
Go wash your hands. Dinner's almost ready.
Mom!
You're over 20 years old, and you're still acting like a baby.
How come you're like this as soon as you're home? You scared me.
I realised I really loved you.
What's wrong? Acting like a baby with your mom?
This afternoon, I personally witnessed a family fight
I then realised they were only pretending on television.
What do you mean?
I know a person but everyone is afraid of him.
He has the personality of a devil king.
Countless people cried and turned crazy because of him
He even act wayward to outrageous proportions just for a figurine.
Really?
I thought it was because he pampered when he was young.
However, today I found out he has a sad story.
Tell me about it.
When his parents were divorced, his mother then realized that she was pregnant.
She then gave birth to him.
Later, his mother fell sick and passed away.
His father took him back to live with him
but his stepmother hated him very much.
I personally witnessed his stepmother pushing his wheelchair bound father who had a stroke to ask for money.
It seemed like using a person to ask for a ransom.
It's wasn't just the way she act. There were dart even in what she was saying.
Even an outsider like me find it hard to accept upon hearing that.
Even more when he is someone of substance.
His stepmother is too extreme.
Who is your family?
Don't tell others how good and successful you are.
You are just a child of a divorced woman. Are you that anxious for my love and care?
Mom
It can't be that one can't love someone who is not your biological son?
That's not totally it.
Meili
I have also heard that many adopted children are happy too.
There are many mothers who took them in as their own children too.
Whether they are biological or not is not important.
It's more important whether the Mother has a heart to love the child.
You're right!
Besides, this is someone else's business. I shouldn't think too much.
I have a loving Mother.
Okay, my hands are dirty. Go and wash your hands now.
Now, go eat.
I'll help you!
No no, go wash your hand though.
Okay.
I got you involved this afternoon.
My apologies.
This Devil King could even apologise?
It's okay. It's just a misunderstanding.
Relax, I won't tell anyone.
What?
Sis, I need to talk to you.
What is it? You are acting in a fishy way.
Let me tell you first.
I'm only paying for the microphone. I don't care about the others.
I don't need the money for that. I'm returning it to you.
Why?
Because...
Cheng Yi company signed a contract with me.
What!
Signed a contract? What contract?
The staff at Cheng Yi said that I have potential.
They are going to groom me to be a celebrity. They even fought with each other over me.
Don't belive me?
Then look at this.
I'm considered to have placed one foot into the company.
That's not right. I got both feet into it.
Jiang Meiyan. It's such an important matter. How could you have made the decision on your own?
If mom finds out, you'll be in big trouble!
I know, that's why I told you.
Sis, I know I was too impulsive this time
but you should know that if I made a mistake in this, I will never get another break again.
Sis, just help out a little.
Please
- Okay? - I really can't stand you.
Please
I object.
I was never pleased to with her dancing and singing.
It was really because of this that you disregarded your studies, I definitely won't allow it!
Tomorrow, go to that whatever company who signed with you,
and tell them that your mother objected. Go and tell him .
The contract has already been signed.
How can it retracted like this? It's not a children's game.
Meiyan. Listen carefully.
You decided to act like you can do what you want now, right?
You're too much!
Such an important matter
you should've at least discussed with your parents!
When you bore me, you and Dad never discussed with me.
Is this a trivial matter?
Jiang Meiyan, how can you say that.
Don't say anything Meili.
What did you just say?
Repeat it.
Let me hear you say it on more time!
You are rebelling! Shut up!
I should just punish you tonight. If I didn't do this then I'm not a mom. Mom!
Stop right there!
Save me!Mom!
Mom!
Mom, she may not need to drop out from school. It's not the time yet.
- That's quiet. - Keep quiet!
What if they use that contract to force her to drop out of school? What will we do then/
Dropping out is not withdrawing. I can still catch up again.
Say that one more time!
I am going to punish you!
What did you just said just now? Our family have a lot of money is it？
To let you squander!
Seriously, you...!
Mom, are you okay?
Jiang Meiyan, how can you say that to mom.
Hurry and apologize.
I just wanted to sing.
Why can't you guys support me!
You always force me to do things I don't want to do.
That's right, Mom. Sis is good at studying and she is also smart.
You gave me the opportunity to go to college.
It's I who doesn't know how to treasure it
but have you ever asked me
whether I wanted or am willing to study?
I memorized all of those hatefull books because of you!
Why? Why are you always right?
You think I'm irresponsible and selfish.
You be quiet!
You have grown up.
You can now talk back to your mother!
Let me tell you. It's fine whether you want to listen or not.
It's just this.
I will not allow you to go!
If you dare to go, just regard that I didn't give birth to you.
Mom
Meiyan. Meiyan!
Mom. Mom. Mom.
You're back, Ruolin.
Why so late today?
Xu Roulin was the queen in the past
but this was two years ago.
You are going to the States to film a movie. This is even a bigger joke.
A two-second appearance took you a year to shoot?
If you accidentally blinked your eyes, you may miss her lively performance.
Such an idol singer, frankly, she is just a substitute product in the market.
After replacing her, the fans will eventually forget her.
Xu Roulin.
Don't listen.
Don't think about it.
You are the best.
You are the best!
Yichen, I'm going.
Call me if things come up.
Mom
I've been so busy, I hadn;t had the time to see you.
Do you miss me?
Who is your family?
Don't think you are great and successful.
You are just the child of a divorced woman.
I know
my existence brings a lot of pain to Aunt.
Even when she did bad things to me or talked bad about me,
I never blamed her.
But as for dad,
I will never forgive him!
Because during your last moments, he wasn't by your side.
Little child, did you cry today?
Perhaps your friends left, and now there's a loneliness that won't go
Beautiful child, did you cry today?
Perhaps you dirtied your pretty clothes, and had no one to tell
Clever child, did you cry today?
Perhaps you lost your beloved present, searching from morning 'til night
My dear child, why didn't you let me see clearly?
Perhaps the wind blew out the candle, leaving you to walk alone in the dark
My dear child, wipe away your tears
I'll be there with you
To walk on this path back home
[Can't Bear to Part With]
Drink slowly Mr. Guan
Thank you.
Teacher Wang, I'm sorry for imposing on you.
You are not imposing on me.
Frankly, I have always wanted to invite you here.
I wanted to say thank you face-to-face.
The first album that you produced for Xu Ruolin was excellent.
I wanted to tell you that, without you, Ruolin's performance would not have been that remarkable.
Teacher Wang, you are overpraising me.
I should be the one thanking you.
When I was young, my mother left me
During that time, it was your song "Beautiful Child" that comforted me.
♫ Beautiful child, did you cry today? ♫
♫ If you dirtied your pretty clothes, but there was no one to talk to. ♫
I often look at my mother's photo and sing to her.
Hoping she would hear it.
Most kids have their mother sing it to them
But it was through Teacher Wang on TV, that I learnt this song.
I learnt this from the television on my own.
Aunt Xiao Zhang is the baddest of all. She will never let me watch the television till the end.
Wang teacher?
I apologize, I was just thinking
Your mother must have regretted that she didn't see you grow up.
A few days ago, when I went to visit my mother,
the television just happened to be playing "My Dear Child."
That time it left me a very deep feeling
and also inspired me on the writting of these new song called Farewell I Still Can't Let Go
For Part B, I hope that Teacher Wang can sing it.
This is the demo for the song
I hope you hear it at least once.
I sincerly apologize
but it's been so many years already
I think my singing skills are lacking
I'm afraid I might disappoint you.
I know that for twenty years, you have rejected all engagements.
You are even not willing to do a commercial for a programme
But I have to said that this song really can be interpreted only by teacher Wang, yourself.
Mom.
Did you say we were going to go shopping? How come you have a guest?
Such a bad memories I have! Sorry director Guan, I let you see a joke
Usually director Guan has very busy days. I tried to arrange a meeting with him countless time but he can't
Now you're having tea with my Mom, why didn't you tell me?
Since Teacher Wang already has an appointment, I won't disturb you anymore.
I hope we can collaborate one day again.
Mom, you have such a good opportunity. Why did you give it up?
At that time, if it weren't for my identity as a singer
and I needed to hide the issue regarding Rong Rong,
I wouldn't have failed with Rong Rong.
No matter how great an opportunity,
it can't be compared to a family's happy life.
Right now, I only want to be an ordinary person
for my family.
Since you don't want to make a comeback, can you do me a favor?
♫ You are my little apple ♫
♫ I'm finally back from work ♫
So many good food!
Tasty!
What happened?
I worked late last night. Did I miss a good show?
Dear. Two days ago, I remembered something.
That family photo that we took, wasn't it lost in the floods?
When should the four of us take the photo again?
Okay.
It's a peony flower.
Jiang Weiguo, is this joke funny?
That's right, it's not funny at all.
Dad. Mom has high blood pressure. Don't scare her.
This should be the way.
Jiang family has three women, they have to be consolidated
It can't be from internal conflicts.
Did something big happen? Another mother-daughter fight?
Did Meili gave money to Meiyan again?
Then, it must be because Meiyan wants to be a singer.
Dad
What?
No matter how much Mom rejects, I will become a famous singer!
What? A famous star?
Then I will remind you, I will never agree!
I will become one whether you agree or not!
It wasn't easy to get this chance. I won't give up!
MeiyanI can't eat anymore.
Mom
Dad
Mom
What happened?
I seem to have sprained my ankle two days ago.
Should I take you to the hospital?
No no no. Let's just sit down soemwhere.
I will find Weifang to massage for me later.
Is it really okay?It's fine!
Try to walk.
Slowly.
This child, seriously. Come.
Enjoy.
Thanks.
Seriously, I already said that I'm fine with drinking just water.
Why order such an expensive drink.
Do you know that these two glasse is worth a night's groceries?
Mom, since we're already here
Just relax. It's good for your health.
Don't you want to try their signature items and check how good it is?
I have never drank such expensive coffee in my lifetime.
This is also my first time.
Alright, drink yours.
Bitter!
Bitter? Let me taste it.
It's just like Chinese medicine. It's hard to drink.
What a waste.
From what I see, this is similar to Meiyan.
What does this have to do with Meiyan?
Of course there is.
Everyday she talks about being a singer
Once she really becomes one and experience the bitterness of it
When that times, she will realize that this industry is bitter just like this coffee.
She can't just look at the cream on top.
The work is very bitter.
I get it now.
You beat around the bush just to speak up on behalf of your sister, right?
Meili, don't blame me for saying this. You and your father pamper her too much.
We are not pampering her.
Think about it. She doesn't has interest in studying and wanted to give up more than twice.
She has always wanted to be a celebrity since she was young.
Moreover, she has this dream for years.
Do you remember the competition she did when she was younger ?
She won the first prize of a television set for our home.
Don't remember me of this.
It's not like you don't know. Look at her competitors.
It's either a seventy year old grandmother or a seven year old girl
Then, everyone could've made it by singing a whole song without forgetting a word
But Meiyan's performance is really great, right?
The TV we get as a price was the proof of it.
Really?
Mom, give her a year to chase her dreams and to try it out.
When she ultimately wants to give up,
at least, she won't be dissatisfied.
The most important thing is that we gave her a chance.
Child, I always hear you being worried about your father and younger sister.
I've never heard you say what you wanted to do in life.
That's because I don't lack anything
I have a warm family. I have a a loving father and mother.
And also a stubborn sister.
I wish we can always be happy together.
Every morning, Meiyan would wake me up noisily.
When I go back in the evening, there are hot food waiting for me.
If I have a celebrity younger sister, it will be perfect.
Meiyan is lucky to have an older sister like you.
Mom.
Why would Teacher Wang make an appointment to meet me here?
Hi. We meet again.
Is Wang teacher inside?
Must we stand here and talk? We are both public figures.
If we are photographed by others, we will be in the headlines tomorrow.
So, you used Teacher Wang's name to trick me into coming here.
My Mom felt bad rejecting you in front of your face.
I'm going to tell you her definite decision.
Since we have already met, why don't you enjoy some fine wine and food with me?
It has been a long time since I could eat so leisurely.
I bought your favorite steak
I know you like it medium rare.
Since I have received Teacher Wang's answer, let's not waste our time.
Are you still angry with me?Yes!
Hence, please stop arranging such unsuitable methods to meet.
If you want to talk about work, let's do in in the company.
Also, just call me only once. Don't keep calling me again.
I know you want to collaborate with my Mom.
I can help you to persuade my Mom to sing together with me.
Our new album will be a duet between a mother and daughter.
How about it. Isn't it a good idea?
Yes, it is.
But it's a pity that song doesn't suit you.
I already have someone else in mind. I don't need your help.
You can persuade Teacher Wang on your own.
Guan Yi!
Do we have to act like this?
Can we really not return to normal like in the past?
Release me!
No. I can't.
I can't!
No!
Xi Ruolin, should I remind you?
We have already broken up
Actually, it was an unhappy separation
When you chose to give me up, starting from then,
You should know, we can no longer be together.
I know that I was wrong. That's why I'm willing to lower my head and beg you.
Weren't we happy before?
Why can't we be like before?
Must you still hang on to the bad memories?
So, my proposal was a bad memory to you?
You know that's not what I meant!Then what did you mean?
You abandoned me in the church like a fool till late in the night!
After I returned home and turned on the TV, did I realize you've already left for America.
Xu Ruolin, do you know how much you hurt me?
That day...
I arrived at the entrance of the church
but I had no guts to see you.
Because I knew that if I saw you, I wouldn't be able to leave.
Guan Yi
I know you're mad!
But can't you try to understand me?
I was only 25! It wasn't easy getting where I am now.
Don't tell me you wanted me to give up everything for marriage?
I don't want to became like Wang Xuan. It's not the life I want to live!
So you chose to push me away by going away
during one year, without any new
Xu Ruolin, what did you take my feelings for?!
I thought, even if the whole world didn't want me
I have you.
I know I am too confident !
Like when I went to America to promote
During that year, I wanted to give up many times
and buy the tickets and go back to you
but when I think about those who were laughing at me,
I could only endure it.
After shooting a movie for a year, I only had two seconds of appearance.
Can I still endure it?
The company used to treat me like a queen.
Now that they have changed management, they want to get rid of me.
Enough.
Don't say anymore.
Because now, besides rage I haven't any feelings towards you.
Guan Yi!
Xu Ruolin, you can't lose!
I will defineitly find a way to return things back to the way it was before.
Do we really have to be like this?
Can we really not return to the past?
Even if the whole world doesn't want me
I still have you
Today's steak is very tough.
Mine is medium done.
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There are no other reasons ♫
♫ My mind only spins for you ♫
♫ Don't look away anymore ♫
♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫
♫ I've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back ♫
♫ I've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
So how?
Guan Yi rejected me.
He wrote a song for a mother and daughter's duet.
He only wanted you and not me.
Don't worry. I don't plan to say yes to Guan Yi.
Very impressive. You can directly say that I'm nothing next to you.
It's not what I meant.
If you really want to apologize, you should persuade Guan Yi
and tell him that this song should be sung by us as a duet.
Guan Yi respects you very much. He will definitely give you face.
Ruolin. I can help you in anything else
except this. I really can't help you.
I insist you help me in this.
If you don't want to help me, don't talk that much to me.
Okay, I know.
Sorry, Director Guan is in a meeting now.
Would you like to take a seat first? Let me get you a cup of water.
No need, don't go to that trouble. I only just came here to take a look.
If this is the case,
Director Guan told me that if you are fine with this, you can take a look around.
Really?
Thank you very much.
Don't mention it. This way, please.
Not bad.
I remember the post office is recruiting now.
You can go to register on Wednesday.
Moreover, there is the kindergarten nextdoor who is looking for a teacher. You can give it a try.
If this is the results of training after a month,
let me advise you to give up.
You can't be singers. Don't keep wasting our time.
A bad performance is not the worst.
What's most terrible is that
you don't even know that you are not good enough.
You could still stand here and giggle.
You don't even know yourselves.
If I were you, I would've already been at home crying holding a doll.
Don't think that showbiz is glamorous
It is very ruthless
If you reached 30 years, you will be without anything left.
Why don't you choose to leave instead? As an ordinary person,
in future, I don't want to apologize to your parents and say that I didn't warn you.
You are crying?
Do you think that here is Nobita (a cartoon's serie)?
Do you think that just because you cried,
Am I like Doremon poping up in front of you and resolving all of your problems?
Go back and practise again!
Don't think that just anyone can join Cheng Yi.
You should treasure this opportunity well.
Tomorrow, at this time,
if you let me hear this horrible singing again,
don't ever come back again.
You are...
Hello. My daughter just signed with your company.
I was worried and came here to take a look.
You are very strict with your students.
I can understand how you feel
but I need to tell you that this is very common here.
You must be mentally prepared.
There will be a long period of time where your daughter will be very tired and go home crying.
It's okay. I...
Hello. Are you Jiang Meiyan's mother?
I am.
You...
I am Meiyan's compositor. My name is Zhang Quan.
Hello, Director Zhang.
It's not convenient to talk her. Let's go to my office.
Okay.
This way, please.
Please take a seat first.
It smells good, it really smells good.
In the morning it was the tornado and the night the sun rises.
What's wrong with this family?
Jiang Weiguo. It's evening. Where is the sun?
Meili, tell your sister to have dinner.
I'm starving.
Meiyan.
Sis, you are finally home.
I'm starving to death! Fortunately I hid a cup of bubble tea
Can you steal two buns for me, please?
If you are hungry, go and eat with us.
I'm not going.
I want Mom to know my determination.
You asked me to steal a bun for you and you are still talking about determination?
You can stay in the house and steal a bun for a single day. Can you do it forever?
To add further, you know that Mom's health is not good and you still want to make her angry?
Jiang Meiyan, listen carefully.
If you don't apologize to Mom, whatever happens in the future, I won't take your side again.
I will regard it as I don't have a younger sister.
Sis, how could you threaten me?
Okay, I will listen to you.
Mom said she doesn't want a daughter like you. Even you don't want a younger sister like me too.
Don't tell me Dad picked me up from somewhere?
You! After, you'll have to bring with you all of your capacities.
Apologize to Mom properly. Did you hear me?
I get it.
Let's go.
Come, sit down now.
Meiyan. Look, your Mom personally cooked
all your favorite food.
Have some, quick.
Come, let's eat.
She can't eat this.
- Why? - Why?
You can't even control yourself with these nice food?
Why are you going to sign with a company? How are you going to be a singer?
What does she mean?
Starting from today, you are only allowed to eat this.
Look at how greasy this fatty meat is.
How many energy you would have eat
Also, can you also eat chillies? Will you be able to sing after eating these?
Mom. Why did you suddenly change your mind?
After talking with you yesterday, I thought a lot about it.
I went to check out Cheng Yi this afternoon.
I realised that the company you entered is a pretty reliable company.
So, Mom, you have given me your consent?
Everyone is already anticipating you.
As a mother, if I say you can't do it, you will be hurt, right?
I remember when you were young and just started to learn how to walk.
Always choosing the road with lots of wounds around
No matter how your father and I tried to humor you by telling you to come over,
you would refused to.
I was just thinking. Who does this brat takes after?
With such a stubborn temper.
I also know, in my heart,
you should take your own path.
I know there will come a day when I must let go.
It's just that I didn't imagine
that day will come so soon.
Furthermore, the path that you have chosen is even harder.
Mom, Meiyan will work hard.
She won't disappoint you.
Mom, sorry.
In the past, I was too extreme in what I said.
I don't know why certain words were said without going through the brain.
Mom, I'm sorry.
Mom was wrong too.
I shouldn't have dashed your dream that fast.
Why are you crying?
Child, you chose this path on your own.
You must be persistent.
Don't worry. Your father and I, and your sister,
We will support you without conditions
Stop crying.
Okay, stop crying.
Let's eat now.
Okay.
If not,
the food will be cold.
From now on, all the family, with all of our sincerity, all of our heart
without condition, let's support Meiyan!
Fighting ! - Yay!
Let's eat.
Let's eat now.
I can't do it anymore.
Hurry up.
I can't.
Why are you giving up so soon?
It's so tiring.
In my opinion, you lack on exercising regulary
If you were like me, doing everythink, I'm sure you would have lot of endurance.
I don't want to.
Let's start this. Starting from today, get up at 5 am every morning
Come here and run for about... Fifty rounds! It's good for your endurance
Fifty rounds?
We only ran for twelve rounds. Hurry up and run!
- Get up. - Okay, fine.
One, two. One, two.
How many rounds left?
Thirty rounds.
Thirty rounds?
Hurry up.
I can't do it anymore. It's so tiring.
♫ Oh oh oh If you love then stop acting ♫
♫ straight through your sense of sight ♫
♫ Oh oh oh, is there any feelings? ♫
♫ Your heartbeat is clearer ♫
♫ Think, what am I hinting at? ♫
♫ The atmosphere is piling up ♫
♫ Leave your cowardliness outside the door ♫
Weifeng. Why are you here today to fetch me from classes?
I went to your home earlier
Your father said that you are still not back from classes. He was going to pick you up.
I told him that it's better for me to go.
- Thanks. - Don't mention it.
Why is tonight suddenly so cold?
Let's do this. Put you hands in my pockets.
As long as your hands are not cold, you won't be cold.
Meiyan, is your dance training tough?
Not at all.
If we can follow our dream, it's not tiring at all.
Don't worry. I already prepared for you.
Once you get home, take a bath with camphor leaves, mugwort, and callicarpa leaves.
This way you can relieve your fatigue.
Meiyan?
Subtitles by The Secret Keepers @ Viki
Timing by xomachi
Translations by...
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♫ Feels like winter is now leaving ♫
♫ And as the sun melts away the ice in my eyes, ♫
♫ I realize that I still miss you ♫
♫ The rainstorm of all our memories ♫
♫ blurs away the traces of tears ♫
♫ I keep a smile on my face ♫
♫ Pretending as if I don't care at all ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫
i>♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫